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everything's been good (on the surface).

"i have made you too small in my eyes. oh, Lord, forgive me."

i have some stuff to say...but i can't say it in a blog. church rocked me this week in an incredibly hard way. but i shrugged it off, and decided not to pay attention to it. and that's all i'm gonna say right now.

i just really need to talk to someone with a listening ear. because it's been like pulling teeth even getting any non-positive emotions to surface.

yes, i've been positive lately. but dangerously positive. not the good kind of positive, although seems all well on the outside.

someone please call me or visit me or write me. i need to talk.