"instead of getting better, she grew worse."

I wanna cry all my time. This increased vulnerability- not a good place to be.

My super-emotional tendencies are paralyzing me from doing anything really substantial. I forgot I even had those tendencies.

I need a big change of scenery. I don't even need to move to get it. I do need something. A miracle.

I know life is full of hope and opportunity, but I feel somewhat hopeless right now. Please pray for me.