with the wrong attitude, this week could be the week from hell. even though all IV meetings and small groups are cancelled due to our appointed sabbath week. with that i kinda think, "wooo! more time to do my homework in this week of disaster!" but really, I realize I make way too much out of my busyness. when i get busy, i turn into a monster. and i don't really stop, except to do meaningless crap, like check my myspace a thousand times. i need to just stop and be, and be with God. and so that's what I need to do this week.

with that, the CNU TONiGHT show is this week. lots and lots and lots of rehearsal. tonight. tomorrow night. and then tuesday night show. i am overwhelmed by this, considering that this is midterms week. but i just need to keep moving forward and not worry so damn much. and take time to pray and just be.

and i want to whine a lot more, but i'll stop.